Did you ever just want to stop? Stop working, stop cleaning, stop being nice, stop trying so f-ing hard?? Or maybe just divert, completely, like a 180? Sigh. Time just keeps ticking away. It doesn't have the slightest inclination of ceasing, even just to wait for me; wait until I catch up, until I accomplish all of those "things". Nope. It just keeps on ticking. And why, amid the perpetual inevitability, must I be a slave to my emotions? What a colossal waste of time. Now there is your irony!